Political issues in Malaysia

hello and greeting to my follow reader, lately I've been aggressively active in writing a new post on this blog. As we all aware at this moment we are on the verge of election. it's kind of annoying and devastating to see the madness of individual who deeply obsessed with their political party. even our neighbour country Singapore is aware about this chaos. you see, politic is a dirty game. there's no such thing as clean politic in today's reality. both has their own pros and cons. it's up to us to choose wisely which one is better for our future.

I'm 21 years old and world as I view today is not the same as previous one. I'm more matured and could define which one is better for our nation future. During this era, yes I agree that our current political party have made mistakes. in fact, there are a lot of corruptions being made by them.

It's all about money. Money is a very powerful weapon. we are not living in the age where war determine everything. Money can change people mind and with money we can win everything. example. abu is non-smoker person and made himself a promise to keep that principle for the rest of his life. one day ali dared abu to smoke cigar just for one day in return he will give abu rm100. if you were abu, will u accept the offer? that's the power of money and the corruption that happen today. that's basically the idea that i'm trying to communicate here. it happen in today's reality only with different kind of version and a lot more complicated. I'd say even if the opposition wins the election, there are still corruption.

what opposition party offer are indeed interesting and very fascinated. however the offer that they are trying to decoy seems to be beyond logic. is it possible? I'm an accounting student and I have learned some basic economic and how taxes being distribute.

As u guys would know, tax is the main revenue of our country. Revenue that government receive from this sources will be used to enhance and improve the quality of our country infrastructure. Other than that, all subsidies for education, goods like sugar and petrol, ptptn and others are sustainable due to this source of revenue. To abolish so many taxes would reduce the income of our country. In some course, I suspected that there will be an adjustment to increase the rate of personal income tax if they are really going to abolish toll tax, reduce petrol price and reduce the car tax.  Or it's just some sort of decoy to persuade citizen to vote for them.

there are many issues that make me skeptism regarding to the memorandum that apposition party try to promote and bring into our country current system. a lot of fallacies and the argument given by them are not valid and reliable enough to persuade me and simultaneously brings out this doubtfulness. it would take a long post if i would given an opportunity to write it all here despite to the time limitation that void me to do so.

my last regards

to BN if you win stop screw up, and if PR win don't screw up .

lie is lie

Lie, lie in my definition is something that someone tells or do whether direct or indirectly to escape from the truth for benefit of that particular person whether in good or bad intention. Lie is just a fantasy that one person create to life live better, despite it is actually another path to doom and disaster. some people lie to for fun and some people lie to save their ass from catastrophic. no matter what course it is, big or small lie is a lie. 

Everyone hates lie but yet does it to escape from the truth. this is the fact that most truth are uglier and lie are prettier. people prefer this kind of fact without thinking the consequences that will occurred in the course of future. trust is not something that people will give out easily. it is hard to gain someone's trust. there must be some kind of bond to build up trust on somebody and it takes time. telling the opposite truth will only broken the bond that they have made once it had been compromised. A thousand truth could be wiped away by a single lie. don't ever ever lie to someone that is important to u. this would really hurt them. though the truth are ugly and lie are pretty sometimes they prefer the ugly truth. this is because the truth resemble the reality and reality is where we live on. upon that, its signify the element of a good moral value. telling the truth shows that u are brave to confront your mistake. 

I believe most of us already know this fact. There are always choices in making decision. be wise in determining the best the decision. don't blame others if thing doesn't go according to planned. u are the one who make the move and do the action. why blame others? they are just someone who happened to be in the course of your decision making. Instead of lament around why don't we find alternative and try again. improvise things, ingest and digest atmosphere to see and understand life better. 

Dilemma..

hello peoples, as usual after a long period of missing here I'm writing again. I'm currently on my semester break for two months and 2 weeks has slipped by. for the current period I have not doing anything. I mean I only work on weekend and that leave me 5 days of free time. Upon that, I'm also a freelancer agent, more like an agent for those who want to buy or sell gadget. Basically any type of gadget would do but of course more likely handphone. I have been doing this for quite some time and alhamdullilah, it at least help me to sustain my financial issue.

I don't know what have happened to me, I feel like missing something, its like I've lost my purpose of life. I feel empty. This feeling has been messing with me for a long time ago. It's just that now it's more obvious. Back then before the semester break all I want is to gain back my pointer and have a good result. At that time all my action signifies my purpose, my goal and my aim. But now since I'm on my semester break, all the motivation and action towards that particular goal seems to be paused for a while. At this moment I'm completely lost. I don't know what to do. Everyday I woke up thinking what I wanna do today. This feeling is getting more intense despite how lonely I'm now. I have no one to accompany me. I'm all alone. Even my girlfriend have no time for me. hmm

I have to make a short term goal for this semester break, so that I have something to do. there are a few things that pop out in my mind.

1.get my body in shape

2.make some money

3.spent quality time with my girlfriend

there is another issue, u see, I have a girlfriend, her name is nurul shahira binti abde fadzil. I love her so much, she means everything to me. However this doesn't mean anything if I'm not happy. I don't know, she seems to be acting beyond usual. she's like okay at certain times and at another time she's like left me out of nowhere just like that without telling me any update for the whole day. I'm the who starts the conversation and make the first move. If I didn't make any contact, I don't think we will have any conversation in that particular day. Sometime, I feel stupid, being left in the middle of conversation. she always does that. waiting for her reply has becoming my hobby since this issue merged out. Each morning when I wake up, the first thing I that I do is reaching my phone to see if there's any texts from her. I keep my phone on silent mode all the time, all notification will be notify by led light that I have customized on my blackberry. every time its blinked, I'd grabbed my phone in hope to see her texts. but its doesn't always her that popped out on my screen. this keeps repeating every single day. My love towards her has reached at a level where I wanna make her as my wife. if this is the kind of treatment I get from my future wife, I don't see this could become reality. I don't feel her absence anymore.  The way she treats me is not the same and this has trigger out unwanted feeling if you know what I mean. All I want is her attention and love. Its not like I never spread out these words to her before. She never act like this. she always have time for me. But now its entirely different No matter how busy I'm, I always look out an empty space for her, but why can she do the same for me? I don't know what to do. something doesn't gel here. or maybe I'm over thinking and should just stop making out all this point and let it be.