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Thursday, February 7, 2013

It has been a while..

hello, first of all I would like to say hi and how grateful I'm to be able to write again on this empty land. yeah, I know it has been a while since the last time I managed to post something here, well I'm not a man who I used to be, a lot have changed due to certain circumstances which have thought me lessons to live life smart and productive. I'm a busy man now. I know it might sound weird to use man to describe myself, but yeah I'm 21 years old now. I used to describe 21 years old person as a totally matured and grown up person when I was a child and now look at me I am 21 years old and yet still not marry. :P I'm officially seen the world for 21 years on February 26th which is on this month. I've reached that age without realize how fast time flies.

A lot have changed regarding on my outlook and internal personality. I'm not the old me anymore who always look skinny and weak. I have been working out with my muscles and been eating a lot. Back in the old days, people used to mock me as "mat pet". The name was given to me due to my physical outlook. I always look weak, thin and feeble. well at that particular time I didn't really care and looked forward about it. Today, when I looked at a thin skinny man I feel sorry and pity to them. now I know how people mirror me back in the old days and yeah I automatically called him "mat pet" as well. haha. I'm glad that I managed to change and to tell u the truth many of my old mates couldn't recognized me till I mention my name. It is quite hard to get to what I'm now. A lot of effort need to be put in and it is not an easy task. "no pain no gain"well everything has a price. u have to work hard to gain it. Upon that, I have also changed my hair style to look tidy and orderly. Hair style and dress up have always be two of my significant fact in contributing how people look at me. Surprisingly not many of us really prioritize and practice that in their life. well, for me first impression is important. people will judge u based on that factor. I know there is a myth where people said "don't judge the book by it cover", however when we looked in today's reality, this is the fact that most of us do."judging by its cover" we already knew about it and we sometimes we did it too. it is something that we couldn't avoid. due to that I intend myself from being judge by others in positive way by making myself look good rather than make them laugh and criticize me in negative way.

I started to be matured in terms of thinking as well, there are phases of life where u started think about your future, your goals and aims. you began to questions, what u are going to be? what have u achieved so far? how long things are gonna be like this? what is the purpose of your life? and many more. things are getting clearer and make sense now. you started to understand why there are needs for education, money and else. It is like a kick start for u go further and make a jump for changing. this is like a motivation that emerges spontaneously and simultaneously stimulate u to be a better person. In my case, when that phase attacked me I started to organized my life, restructuring it to steel and increase my potential in getting what I aims for. I started to make action parallel to my objectives. there are steps that needed to be implemented to reach what u aim for. It is hard to get this feeling and actually make it come to reality. I found it hard for myself too. but what's important is to stay on track and be patient. everything has a risk that u will have to encounter when the time comes. u just need to roll the dice and go with the flow.

1 comment:

saifudin abu izzudin said...

nice day :)
hargailah hari kemaren,
mimpikanlah hari esok,
tetapi hiduplah untuk hari ini.
bagi-bagi motivasinya yaah...