Political issues in Malaysia

hello and greeting to my follow reader, lately I've been aggressively active in writing a new post on this blog. As we all aware at this moment we are on the verge of election. it's kind of annoying and devastating to see the madness of individual who deeply obsessed with their political party. even our neighbour country Singapore is aware about this chaos. you see, politic is a dirty game. there's no such thing as clean politic in today's reality. both has their own pros and cons. it's up to us to choose wisely which one is better for our future.

I'm 21 years old and world as I view today is not the same as previous one. I'm more matured and could define which one is better for our nation future. During this era, yes I agree that our current political party have made mistakes. in fact, there are a lot of corruptions being made by them.

It's all about money. Money is a very powerful weapon. we are not living in the age where war determine everything. Money can change people mind and with money we can win everything. example. abu is non-smoker person and made himself a promise to keep that principle for the rest of his life. one day ali dared abu to smoke cigar just for one day in return he will give abu rm100. if you were abu, will u accept the offer? that's the power of money and the corruption that happen today. that's basically the idea that i'm trying to communicate here. it happen in today's reality only with different kind of version and a lot more complicated. I'd say even if the opposition wins the election, there are still corruption.

what opposition party offer are indeed interesting and very fascinated. however the offer that they are trying to decoy seems to be beyond logic. is it possible? I'm an accounting student and I have learned some basic economic and how taxes being distribute.

As u guys would know, tax is the main revenue of our country. Revenue that government receive from this sources will be used to enhance and improve the quality of our country infrastructure. Other than that, all subsidies for education, goods like sugar and petrol, ptptn and others are sustainable due to this source of revenue. To abolish so many taxes would reduce the income of our country. In some course, I suspected that there will be an adjustment to increase the rate of personal income tax if they are really going to abolish toll tax, reduce petrol price and reduce the car tax.  Or it's just some sort of decoy to persuade citizen to vote for them.

there are many issues that make me skeptism regarding to the memorandum that apposition party try to promote and bring into our country current system. a lot of fallacies and the argument given by them are not valid and reliable enough to persuade me and simultaneously brings out this doubtfulness. it would take a long post if i would given an opportunity to write it all here despite to the time limitation that void me to do so.

my last regards

to BN if you win stop screw up, and if PR win don't screw up .

lie is lie

Lie, lie in my definition is something that someone tells or do whether direct or indirectly to escape from the truth for benefit of that particular person whether in good or bad intention. Lie is just a fantasy that one person create to life live better, despite it is actually another path to doom and disaster. some people lie to for fun and some people lie to save their ass from catastrophic. no matter what course it is, big or small lie is a lie. 

Everyone hates lie but yet does it to escape from the truth. this is the fact that most truth are uglier and lie are prettier. people prefer this kind of fact without thinking the consequences that will occurred in the course of future. trust is not something that people will give out easily. it is hard to gain someone's trust. there must be some kind of bond to build up trust on somebody and it takes time. telling the opposite truth will only broken the bond that they have made once it had been compromised. A thousand truth could be wiped away by a single lie. don't ever ever lie to someone that is important to u. this would really hurt them. though the truth are ugly and lie are pretty sometimes they prefer the ugly truth. this is because the truth resemble the reality and reality is where we live on. upon that, its signify the element of a good moral value. telling the truth shows that u are brave to confront your mistake. 

I believe most of us already know this fact. There are always choices in making decision. be wise in determining the best the decision. don't blame others if thing doesn't go according to planned. u are the one who make the move and do the action. why blame others? they are just someone who happened to be in the course of your decision making. Instead of lament around why don't we find alternative and try again. improvise things, ingest and digest atmosphere to see and understand life better. 

Dilemma..

hello peoples, as usual after a long period of missing here I'm writing again. I'm currently on my semester break for two months and 2 weeks has slipped by. for the current period I have not doing anything. I mean I only work on weekend and that leave me 5 days of free time. Upon that, I'm also a freelancer agent, more like an agent for those who want to buy or sell gadget. Basically any type of gadget would do but of course more likely handphone. I have been doing this for quite some time and alhamdullilah, it at least help me to sustain my financial issue.

I don't know what have happened to me, I feel like missing something, its like I've lost my purpose of life. I feel empty. This feeling has been messing with me for a long time ago. It's just that now it's more obvious. Back then before the semester break all I want is to gain back my pointer and have a good result. At that time all my action signifies my purpose, my goal and my aim. But now since I'm on my semester break, all the motivation and action towards that particular goal seems to be paused for a while. At this moment I'm completely lost. I don't know what to do. Everyday I woke up thinking what I wanna do today. This feeling is getting more intense despite how lonely I'm now. I have no one to accompany me. I'm all alone. Even my girlfriend have no time for me. hmm

I have to make a short term goal for this semester break, so that I have something to do. there are a few things that pop out in my mind.

1.get my body in shape

2.make some money

3.spent quality time with my girlfriend

there is another issue, u see, I have a girlfriend, her name is nurul shahira binti abde fadzil. I love her so much, she means everything to me. However this doesn't mean anything if I'm not happy. I don't know, she seems to be acting beyond usual. she's like okay at certain times and at another time she's like left me out of nowhere just like that without telling me any update for the whole day. I'm the who starts the conversation and make the first move. If I didn't make any contact, I don't think we will have any conversation in that particular day. Sometime, I feel stupid, being left in the middle of conversation. she always does that. waiting for her reply has becoming my hobby since this issue merged out. Each morning when I wake up, the first thing I that I do is reaching my phone to see if there's any texts from her. I keep my phone on silent mode all the time, all notification will be notify by led light that I have customized on my blackberry. every time its blinked, I'd grabbed my phone in hope to see her texts. but its doesn't always her that popped out on my screen. this keeps repeating every single day. My love towards her has reached at a level where I wanna make her as my wife. if this is the kind of treatment I get from my future wife, I don't see this could become reality. I don't feel her absence anymore.  The way she treats me is not the same and this has trigger out unwanted feeling if you know what I mean. All I want is her attention and love. Its not like I never spread out these words to her before. She never act like this. she always have time for me. But now its entirely different No matter how busy I'm, I always look out an empty space for her, but why can she do the same for me? I don't know what to do. something doesn't gel here. or maybe I'm over thinking and should just stop making out all this point and let it be.

Critical Thinking : Fallacies Analysis

There are contains of fallacies in article SPM EXAM : Better As needed, not more As by P.Nathan, Kuala Lumpur , NST.

The first fallacies found is regarding to the hasty generalization. Based on claim “Many Malaysians are sceptical about the rosy examination results released year after.” on paragraph 2, the conclusion is invalid and weak. This is because the evident is based on a sample that is not large enough.  Making assumptions about a whole group or range of cases based on a small usual resemble weak claim.

Taking on argument “there is a strong belief that the result have been adjusted to make them acceptable to the public” on paragraph 3. There is defect in this argument.  The argument attempts to appeal to pity. This is because the arguer tries to accept conclusion by making them feel sorry for someone. Upon that, the argument also focused more on the emotional fact rather than the evident itself which clearly prove that it is unreliable and weak.

“Critics say it is simply impossible to score 16 1As unless the passing marks we set ridiculously low” was taken on paragraph 4. This claim is to be subjected to contain fallacy on it. It shows that the fallacy is appeal to authority. This is due to that the claim attempts to used “critics” as a reference to support his claim. Supporting a claim by citing an authority who lacks of expertise on that particular issue is obviously prove that it is not be well supported.  

Accordant to conclusion in paragraph 5 “there is even a story circulating of a student who was sent back to Malaysia after having failed an entrance examination” this shows to be appealed to fear. There are elements of fear and prejudice in it. The writer attempts to create support for their conclusion by the existing of emotional contact on it which is fear and prejudice. Therefore, it is to be concluded that the evident is not strong enough to be valid.                                      

More over there is also a personal attack found in paragraph 5 “that particular student was reputed to have scored 16 1As in the SPM examination.”  The argument focuses more attention on personal characteristic rather on the argument. They seek to discredit opinions by discrediting those who the writer attacks to. It is not necessary to use personal characteristic to make one evident valid.

On paragraph 6, the conclusion “our education should come up with a grading system that is progressive, not one that chums out scores of 1As-scoring students who might actually be mediocre” shows to have weak analogy.  This is because conclusion relies on analogy between two or more ideas. The comparison with those two ideas is not relevant, thus making the conclusion weak.

  

Above is sample of my assignment regarding to fallacies analysis. I don't know whether I got it right or not. My lecturer told me to do as I please, so here is it. Gonna submit it today. and I mean know, at the moment I'm using internet service provided by KFC. Luckily the connection and is pretty nice. 

semester 5

greeting to my fellow readers, throughout these past days and months I have been busy with several tests and quizzes. after all my final exam are just around the corner and approximately gonna be in 5 more weeks. I found that semester 5 was not that hard compared to last semester. maybe it is due to my level of studios and hard-working that have been improve lately. I'm currently taking 6 subjects that comprise partnership and company law(LAW), fanancial accounting report(FAR250), marketing(MKT), costing(MAF320), critical thinking(BEL), and taxation(TAX). All of these subject are quite challenging and troubled actually. I'm trying hard to get good result for this semester. and kinda hoping to be in Decan List. there is a decreasing regarding to my last semester result 

which still above 3 pointer.

The Librian

Library have become my 2nd home despite I spent half of my day here doing assignments and stuffs. I found that it is entirely tired to walk back to my room and due to that during the gap before the next class begins I will crawl back to the library. even now I'm writing this using one of the library computers. Back at college there is no internet connection provided and it is kinda pain in the ass. we need to walk by to library each time there is a need for internet use. I'm sure there will be no problem for those who have a internet broadband back in their pockets but what happened to those who don't? The authorities really need to improve their facility for the sake of we as a student here. I know they have given us so much, but as u may know internet has becoming a major role in today's life. internet helps us to work smart and less energy and time consume.

I'm currently trying hard to improve my English and this is one of the significant why I invented this blog. the process of improving my English have been going for like 3 years. I'm very bad at it at first. Nowadays my English have slightly been going well. I also managed to get good result in English subject for the whole semester 1, 2, 3 and 4 and hoping semester 5 will come up even better upshot. upon that, I really want to improve my in-fluency in speaking in English. I need someone to talk with me in English. yet, I still have not found one yet. I know I can speak in that language well if i have enough practice. but the issue is my lack of confident have been blocking me in doing that so. the truth is, there are a lot my friends here who can speak very well in English, it is just that I don't have the guts to start English conversation with them. seeing them speaking in English very fluent and smooth make me feels so impress and kinda jealous sometimes. soon or later I will. I will make sure that. 

It has been a while..

hello, first of all I would like to say hi and how grateful I'm to be able to write again on this empty land. yeah, I know it has been a while since the last time I managed to post something here, well I'm not a man who I used to be, a lot have changed due to certain circumstances which have thought me lessons to live life smart and productive. I'm a busy man now. I know it might sound weird to use man to describe myself, but yeah I'm 21 years old now. I used to describe 21 years old person as a totally matured and grown up person when I was a child and now look at me I am 21 years old and yet still not marry. :P I'm officially seen the world for 21 years on February 26th which is on this month. I've reached that age without realize how fast time flies.

A lot have changed regarding on my outlook and internal personality. I'm not the old me anymore who always look skinny and weak. I have been working out with my muscles and been eating a lot. Back in the old days, people used to mock me as "mat pet". The name was given to me due to my physical outlook. I always look weak, thin and feeble. well at that particular time I didn't really care and looked forward about it. Today, when I looked at a thin skinny man I feel sorry and pity to them. now I know how people mirror me back in the old days and yeah I automatically called him "mat pet" as well. haha. I'm glad that I managed to change and to tell u the truth many of my old mates couldn't recognized me till I mention my name. It is quite hard to get to what I'm now. A lot of effort need to be put in and it is not an easy task. "no pain no gain"well everything has a price. u have to work hard to gain it. Upon that, I have also changed my hair style to look tidy and orderly. Hair style and dress up have always be two of my significant fact in contributing how people look at me. Surprisingly not many of us really prioritize and practice that in their life. well, for me first impression is important. people will judge u based on that factor. I know there is a myth where people said "don't judge the book by it cover", however when we looked in today's reality, this is the fact that most of us do."judging by its cover" we already knew about it and we sometimes we did it too. it is something that we couldn't avoid. due to that I intend myself from being judge by others in positive way by making myself look good rather than make them laugh and criticize me in negative way.



I started to be matured in terms of thinking as well, there are phases of life where u started think about your future, your goals and aims. you began to questions, what u are going to be? what have u achieved so far? how long things are gonna be like this? what is the purpose of your life? and many more. things are getting clearer and make sense now. you started to understand why there are needs for education, money and else. It is like a kick start for u go further and make a jump for changing. this is like a motivation that emerges spontaneously and simultaneously stimulate u to be a better person. In my case, when that phase attacked me I started to organized my life, restructuring it to steel and increase my potential in getting what I aims for. I started to make action parallel to my objectives. there are steps that needed to be implemented to reach what u aim for. It is hard to get this feeling and actually make it come to reality. I found it hard for myself too. but what's important is to stay on track and be patient. everything has a risk that u will have to encounter when the time comes. u just need to roll the dice and go with the flow.

the lone ranger

lone ranger was known as one of the most popular TV series among the old days. It is about a hero who fights for justice alone. the title lone ranger signifies me well, because i'm usually do things all by myself. i'm not like this before. after several circumstance that have been occur to me, i've made up my mind to work alone. these days, it's quite hard to trust and rely on other people. i've been under-cast by many experience which lead me to this form. maybe this is a sign from God for me to make a move and change the way i life. nowadays, i walk alone, eat alone and study alone and yeah, i'm now doing progress. i started to priorities things that important and excluded things that's non-priority. it is time to wake up and make a move, i don't want to depend on other, because i know i can figure it out by myself, besides, who can u trust the most compared to yourself. friends, they can sometimes become your enemy, don't be surprised when one day the one who actually leads u to disaster is your own best friend, without u indirectly realised they have kicked your ass and say the "in your face". that's why i begin to construct and organized a new phase of lifestyle which i call the "lone ranger 1.0". the phase principle state that "in order to be a successful person, one person must not rely or influence by other and do things by your own will" who's gonna helps u? who's gonna stand u up, if u fall to the ground, it's you. your friends won't be there during your down stage. trust me, i've encountered the experience. however, true friend does exist, it's quite hard to find one. a true friend would stay and fight by your side in whatever circumstance u're in to. a true friend helps you in giving good advise and a good friend don't spoil or influence u to negative symptoms. although i do things alone now, yet i still have my own good friend list who i believe have all the true friend specifications. wanna know who? it's a secret.

Hello, goodbye to you,

hey everybody, yeah, i'm typing again, return on blogging. yeap, it has been long since my last update. my blog is a bit dusty and need to be polished with new post and that's what i'm doing now. there were many event that have been occur to me during these long lost. most of it was the bad event. it really give me a hard time but yet teaches me a lots of good value. hmm. where to begin?

My first hard time was losing her again, I always holds up to this principle "if she is worth, keep on fighting" what a fool I have been. Chasing a girl who were not worth at all. She doesn't appreciate me as I do. This event happened during a month of December which was 3 days to the new year, we just met, a few days later she wants to break up. Probably there was something about me that she dislike, I do not blame her for what decision that she made. It is all about heart feeling, I can not enforced her to love me, it is just something that emerge naturally. At the time when she asked me to cut off the relationship, I went to Penang via domestic bus just to settle off this issue and showed her how I'm truly serious about the relationship, just imagine from JB to Penang, the cost and time that I have wasted. Unfortunately it didn't work and she still wants to break up. guess love really blind us after all. I have never been this stupid and blind before. I realized that what a fool I've been all these time, I should move on and let her go from the first place. I should follow what my instinct told me. At that particular time I started to set up my mind to stop chasing her and yeah I managed to let her go. I know it was a bit difficult for first time, but with strong determination I can overcome it now. well, that is all just a phase during my teenager stage, life must go on.

The other hard time were losing my cloths, laptop and handphone. I don't know what they really intend and want from me. But from what that I have concluded, the thief is targeting me. 'cause only my things were stolen. He is not doing it alone. even until today, they are still targeting me. the latest thing that they have stolen from me were my replacement phone Nokia Xpress Music for my old phone SE Xpria 10 which was also stolen probably by the same person and again my cloths. I bought all of those item using my own legal money. I'm not from a rich family, just a moderate type. Do you think my parents would spent that amount money for me? well I guess you were wrong. I've to work on my own to get all of those item and u just simply stole it from me. I work hard to archived all of those item. when I look back at the past, it feels like all of those hard working days just easily being wipe away by unscrupulous person like you. Come on, enough already, just move on, don't be such a fools. Let bygone be bygone, be a matured person. who the hell do you think you are, to stole my things, who give you right? who are u to judge and punish other people? are you some kind of angel? steal all you want, I don't give a damn at all. It is between you and God. I only concern to my priority. I don't want that issue to effect my study. My goal in uitm is to earn a highest pointer plus get a good result and become a successful person, hopefully. If being a thief is your goal, you don't deserve to be here.

The event above really teaches me a lot as people quote "experience is the best teacher". it makes me even stronger now, internally. just you wait, karma will slaps on your face if not now,maybe someday. Or if not later maybe on hereafter. we will see.

the hard time.

dear blogie, it has been long time since my last update. i feel so guilty letting u standing alone without anything to fill in. i've so many stories to put in here. i think i want to get back on writing anf change the blog appearance. many event have occurred during my missing and bellow is one of the most important event for me. so here we go.

i have this one girl who i really wanted for so long. there are a lot of obstacles that have been blocking us from meeting. we just continued to be friend. i have waited the opportunity of us getting together for so long, and it happened. After a year, we finally in a relationship. we were so happy during the relationship and i'm so glad she is finally mine. the relationship were beautiful and full with love at first. we text every minute, calls and video call every night. we were so close at that time. unfortunately, things change, we started to argue and made a fight regularly. things keep getting worse and worse. after months, i noticed that the way she treated me change. there must be something wrong with her. my suspicion was right. she said i'm too obsesses with the relationship and it annoyed her sometimes. she even confessed that she has feeling for other guy. due to my distance, she had no other choices rather to choose that guy over me. what more can i gave her compared to that guy. he is near with her. he can care her better than me. i'm so sad and disappointed. i'm truly deep in love with her. i want to have a serious relationship with her. i don't want to lose her and i don't want to lose her love for me. we finally broke up. it give me a hard time to let her go. i never feel so in love like i felt for her. i even cried for her. i mean for a guy to cry over a girl it must be that i'm too in love with her. it is rare to see guys cry.(axcept afiq izan her most lovely ex haha)i'm so depressed at that time. my heart was so bleed. i realized that i need to accept the fact that she isn't mine anymore. but it was so difficult. even today i still love her. i miss her. i miss what we had before. i just wanted her to be happy. letting her go is the best option. i mean what's the point of her being with me if she isn't happy. we still keep in touch. the only thing that change is the way we treat each other. we still have feeling for each other. but i don't know. it confuse us. love is complicated. maybe we just need to wait and see what happens next. just let the fate decide what the best for us. to tell you the truth , she is the best thing that's ever been mine. maybe we are not meant to be together or maybe this isn't the time yet. i still hope someday or maybe somehow we'll be together again. that is all i think (byk nya grammar slah, lantak la. haha)

yesterday out.

i'm going to put in some pictures and a video this time since the last post was a bit empty and dull. got to keep it interesting. well. the above was during karaoke yesterday. below are more details on what happens before the above situation. if you care to know la.

yesterday, me, faisal and nazrin went out to jusco terberau, they come just to accompanied me. i told them that i want to buy some stuff for my study and maybe watch movie if there is new movies that i have not watched yet, at the end things turn out to be different cause i'm spending the money to other things and we did not watched any movie. cause i have watched all the new movie.

we next went to cs to send nazrin to his work station at bazar jb to pick up his business stuff. while waiting for nazrin to finished his stuff me and faisal walk around jb city to pull out the boringness. at time night started to emerge, i found abby and abek at bazar jb. since there was nothing much to do here i asked them to join us to make the atmosphere less bored. we then move to Assalam for a shisha and small snack to covered up our hunger.

afterwards, when things started to get bored, we move again to other places. during the journey to other places which we were currently did not planed yet, i proposed a suggestion to go to a karaoke box. they agreed,so we went to the nearest karaoke box which was Suara Ok at Danga Street Walks. we have quite satisfied time there. at the karaoke box, there was some recording made by abby and also some pictures snapped by them during the time which i'm going to share with you guys here.

just a random typing.

Education Issue

I’m back to uitm once again after 3 weeks of break. This year seems to be a bit hard compare to the previous one. There are some new subject being added to my schedule and i found that the subject was a bit complicated. The subjects are more to theory and reading this time. My focus to the lecturing should be sharp to ensure I can obtain absolute understand. What to expect, I’m back in uitm only for 2 weeks. I still have long journey to catch. Hopefully i can maintain my progression and increase my result although i know this sem is going to be one big rock to carry up. I have done much sin, i do not know went i will change, i have tried, i guess my effort to change was still not good enough to overcome myself. Well this new sem is going to be my new book to write it right. I have some issue here, I don’t know why. Lately I felt empty, like I have no goal to shoot it in. My goal direction seems to run out the track. Hope I can pull it back in.

JB Our with my level-mate.

Last week, on Thursday night, one of my friend baju lost his father due to stroke attack. At that time me and friends, mukit and taloh rush out to jb to send him back home for his father funeral ceremony. The shock news was informed to baju at 11 p.m. We manage to get to the destination around 2 o'clock. We all hope he will remain strong and keep heading forward. At jb, taloh and mukit slept at my house. On the next day, while waiting for baju to settle off his issue, i brought taloh and mukit for a fresh road trip at jb, since this is the 1st time they are in jb. The trip was a bit spoil, because my road guide was terrible. I did not remember the road accurately. They mad at me for given the wrong direction at my own place. I felt so sad and cried loudly. Haha. Nahh. I know the place but i did not know the exact way to it. Like my mind was covered with cloud and then blur my mind maps. The first place that i took them was Restaurant Singgah Selalu(SS). For the same reason as me, what they demand is a good shisha. SS is one of best shisha making for time. They stayed at my house for about one day. The next day we picked baju and run back to melaka.

there is so much more i want to write here, i think i will save it later and sorry no picture this time. aha.

the story behind the missing.

Lets get wet!

after long term of break, yet i just realized my blog have not been updated for long time, and it is a bit dusty around here, all still with the same post. well blog let me feed u with some fresh story that i have been throughout the missing time. let see, what i will write it 1st. lets make it fresh and easy to remember, i just arrived home after having some wet day at starhill with NAZRIN, SYED FAISAL, SALADIN AND AKMAL.Since the break is nearly over, i took this opportunity to have some awesome day with my oldmate. i have invited many more but only the listed name manage to make it, the others might had packed schedule i guess. today was a bit tired but it was valuable. we manage to catched a few moment at the starhill in a form of pixel that have been uploaded above.

The Editing.

during the 1st week of my break. me and my family went to Pahang "my kampung". throughout the day at pahang which i found not so fun, i have done several editing using adobe Photoshop. it take a long period on creating the 1st of the 3 picture below using new technique that i just learned, the pen tool. though it takes a lot of time to finish it, it was worth and satisfied me well. i also manage to edit other pictures which i have uploaded beside the 1st one. The truth is, this pen tools really help improving my editing skill. i can create any object that i want easily and if u have an interest on editing picture, i suggest u learn on using this tools. it really come in handy.

KL

The second week, i went to kl with my friend, sham, epul, azmi and qayum. the trip to kl was not exactly on my list activities during the break. since i have nothing to do here in jb, i made my mind to followed them. i stay at wafi house for 4 days and manage to shop some stuff there. just like usually, the cities was still happening with event and full with the tourist. sometime i felt a bit jealous with the kl cities. the cities was keep upgrading their structure with modern facilities and new building each time i come back here. i wonder when the government will ever do this to ours. here i spend much of my time hangout with farid. we spend quite a lot on the food though we now we can save the money if we eat at mamak. pretty much acting rich. haha.

Must Watch "CHUCK"

beside the editing, "Chuck" one of the top tv show had manage to be inside my schedule. the tv show contain 4 seasons and it is still on going. i had done watching all the seasons and currently waiting for the next season which probably still under construction. i found that the show was filled with a lot of action and comedy which likely can attract most of us. furthermore, the story line was excellent, there is an element of love and family being squeeze between the story line which they really done a great job. i think u should watch it like today.

End of Break

in such a zast my 3 weeks break has come to the finish line. i wish i could have less speed time and enjoy the rest of the week productively. before i forgot, my final result have shown itself, i manage to score well, all thanks to god and my parent who always have faith in me. now the new roller coaster track is back on the move. wonder what more will come next.

The Drawing.

Recently during a peaceful day in my collage room when i was resting my body out, the drawing mood suddenly came back to me after long missing. Without delaying i took some A4 paper as well as drawing tools and started my sketching. i manage to drew like in the old days again although its a bit rusty. i have left my drawing talent for quite sometimes and i am glad, i still got it. Drawing used to be my major interest in the old days yet when times running older my interest started pointing at other things. i do not want it to go away just like that. Instead i want it to stay alive and improve in me same goes with the guitar talent which one of the main factor i changed my old hobby. Here are some of my drawing which i manage to sketch during those days.

to enlarge click the selected image

AIS assignment

lately our AIS's lecturer has given us a task. the lecturer divided us into some team. each team has to make a presentation about themselves using

Microsoft PowerPoint. By using their own creativity

and originality each team members must include their own story and unique customize layout on it to gain more mark. the mark receive from the presentation will be used as a carry mark during the calculating for the final exam mark. Hence, it is important to done it well. Basically i have done the assignment but yet it is not completely finish i guess. perhaps a little magic touch will finish it. on this Monday the assignment will be on the white screen, expectedly everything will be smooth as smooth as ABC. Below are sone of the slide that will be on the audience view on this monday.

JB!

here is it. my new edited picture. i just installed adobe photoshop cs4 in my lappy. the above picture is a bit different compare to the facebook version. there is also other version with different color. it is to compare which one is the best and the above and the facebook version had caught my eye view. i want to do more than this. but its complicated and took a long period to done it. Beside,i edited the picture at restaurant singgah selalu(SS) which was not a suit place to done the job. me and my friend abby went out to town to watch a movie. at the end of the day we continue our juorney to SS for dinner and have a fresh shisha breath. as you may know shisha is being stated as illegal stuff at melaka. it is difficult to find one there. hence without hasistating i pulled my leg up to the places that have shisha each time i reach my hometown. throughout the day me and abby took some pictures of us. it has been long period i have not snap a picture. well the main reason is because my hair. now the hair has back but still was not as awesome as before. i miss my old hair. :( to tell u the truth, hair give a major effect for man. just imagine if ur favorite Korean/Japanese artist is baldy. does he or she still looks good to u? haha. enough with that. now i want to tell u about my new gf. nahhh. just joking. maybe next time. i did mention you about me taking some pictures. since, i naver show up new pictures for quite some time. lets upload it here rather than FB. i think FB is more open compare to here since there is not many that follow. as usual, still for the same the reason. "THE HAIR" my hair is not satisfying. i do not want to expose to much at the meanwhile. xD

that day till today.

well here im siting in front of my keyboard typing on this blog. just in a zast im in uitm for 3 months. time was running fast and i did not realize it so much. before i entered here my goal to become whom i desire was deeply strong and yet now im laying around with wasted stuff. things that obviously now not is so obvious. despite more blurriness is emerging. each day my aim is moving towards other. Maybe the lackness off performing the Muslim responsibilities is one of the major fact my aim is being move away. Actually this post had been written earlier, at that particular time i was in my friend car hanging around in JB with sham and sharp. we went to pcfair and watched a movie, Drive Angry. At the night side we fill up our stomach at ZORO cafe. there were a lot of verity food there and the place is suit for those who want to chill and have a deep breath of shisha. i have much fun that day. thanks guys. There is not much time for me to chilling around with my mate. Nowadays uitm have shorten their study period by packing all the schedule. usually for those who are in diploma have to continue their study for 3 years but now it had been fully packed to 2 years which give us goodness and badness. what is good is, we graduate early which clearly give us a shortcut to enter a higher level of education. the bad is we have a short break of term. basically the break term takes about months. now we have only 3 weeks which is not much of satisfied. thus, during my break i have to spend my time as best as i can to avoid lack of satisfaction. i don't know what i just babbling just now. the truth is i do not know what to wrote here, i just type what was in my mine. i don't want my blog to look empty, hence i try adds something on it so it can be readable. i think thats all kot. haha. ok da abis.

BEL assignment - Three things I can help or change the worls

Everybody which includes me needs a place to continue their revolution, ideas, empire, and generation. Hence, it is our job to ensure that our world will keep on living and be a better place to live for the future. There are a lot of thing that I can do to change the world.

The first thing that I want to do is, plant more tree in specific places. This is to ensure our homes look greener and resistant to the sun’s heat; as a result it can lessen the risk of being infected by related diseases such as skin cancer, hair reduction and also sensitive eye problems. Furthermore, it can increase the quality of air and enhance our health quality. There for a healthy civilization could be created. Moreover it reduces greenhouse effects which are clearly becoming an issue around the world. The ice in pacific area is melting .Thus plant more tree would be an excellent solution to reduce it and eventually making world a better place.

Next is, be a successful person. A status title bestowed on me will lead me to become a huge influence in my country. Hence I can propose plans to change the world with my intelligent. Moreover I can use my intellect to produce a beneficial machine to reduce pollution and create a secure security system for the country to reduce crime rates which has been one of our major problems since in the old days. Influencing other to be kind to each other to avoid war and always live to respect each other. Believe in god and abbey religion laws.

Last but not least, reuse and reduce. Use back things that might still can be used again. For example, we can use back cans as handcraft. Join it using your own creativity by creating something useful. This will help world reduce space for the junk. Beside reuse we can also reduce. Reduce using things that may harm the environment such as chemical stuff which may lead to major pollution.

As a conclusion, care our world as much as we care our self by changing it to be a better and safer place to shelter on.

Mind map

Be a successful person.

· Becoming a successful person will lead me to become a huge influence in my country. Hence I can propose plans to change the world with my intelligent. Moreover I can use my intelligent to produce a beneficial machine to reduce pollution. Next, create a secure system for country to reduce criminal rate which likely be one of our major issue since in the old days. Influence other to be kind to each other. Avoid war and always live to respect each other. Believe in god and abbey religion laws.

Plant more trees.

· Increase the value of trees especially in the cities. This can increase the value of air qualities and enchant our health quality. Furthermore it reduces our greenhouse effect which clearly being issue around the world and eventually making world a better place

Reuse and reduce

· Use back things that might still can be used again. Example, we can use back cans as handcraft. Do not throw away old metal junk. Join them using your own creativity to make it useful again. This will help world reduce pollution which increases drastically each year.

what have happened

hayyy. i just realized my blog has been left for a millennium time. now it is time to wrote again babe. since i'm gone many drastic things have happened to me. One of those things are having a totally short hair. i'm completely look like a nerd. damn different. Numerous people did not recognize me during my weekend break in JB, ahh. hair please grow quickly. i don't want to look nerd in a such long term. huu. The truth is this is my shortest hair cut i ever made and i don't want to show it to you. haha. enough about hair, now im going to tell u about my journey in uitm. Last week there was an event organized by my block. it is call the haka tour. haka is a dance perform by a rugby team and all part one which include me must participate and for that reason also my hair have to be thrown away. on top of that, each of us was given a task to make our own haka t-shirt with nickname and contact number paint on it. we have to wear the t-shirt that we have decorated before while performing haka in front of the girl collages. basically there are 12 collages which means 12 times of haka performance. it was an exhausted day though fun to be remembered. for those who still didn't recall haka is, u can search videos on youtube. there is also a video of us doing haka recorded, but for the time being i think the video is still not uploaded yet. what more to share? i just couldn't drag it out. perhaps later millennium time more. haha. since im a nerd now, there is no picture to be uploaded in this post except that glasses i stole from the google search. haha.

BEL assignment - if i have a superpower (100 words)

If I have a superpower, a power that I likely passion in is to have amazing strength. There is a lot of beneficial that I can get from it. With super strength I can handle my life easily. For example I can carry heavy things without burdening others. Moreover with such power I can personate girl in no time. I just show them my strength and for sure girls around the world will chase me all time. Next, with great strength the youngster would probably admire me and for that reason they will set me as their mentor. Hence with that advantage I manage to show them some goodness to motivate them to be kind to others. Time by time and day by day numerous people will recognize me due to my strength abilities and constantly various people shout me as their hero. With hero title stated on me I have to give commitment to my heroic work. I have to be more discipline to myself. Why? The life I have is different with other human being now. I have to be more organizing and re-schedule my time table. As a conclusion, to have a amazing strength is not only give me goodness but it’s also teach me to be more organize in my life routine.

i think this is more 100 words. who cares. hentam sudah. haha

life in uitm melaka.

Well as you now, I’m in uitm melaka now. At first, it was such a lame day. Day by day I began to enjoyed the life here. The first week was packed with full activities. If u were in uitm or maybe a senior before, obviously you know a bout the orientation day. Haha. It was a hard journey and extremely exhausted. during the orientation day i manage to catched some new friends although im the silent type, i try hard to be polite and friendly. haha. actually i'm in class now. i have more story that i want to write on. the the class is nearly over now. my laptop is in my brother house. i only got this chance once im in AIS class. guess i will update my blog on my next AIS class. the AIS subject teaches us how to use computer. now lecture is teaching me how to use Microsoft work. here are some text that i wrote during the class. haha.

v Abu like to play football

v Ameng was a Chinese before he convert to muslim.

v Abu and ameng love each others

v We discover that they were gay and in relationship for a bout 2 years

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onyet is monkeys. In malay word we call them monyet. They love to eat banana. feel free to bring a bunch of banana for them. they surely will chase you until they get the banana. And when that happens the government agency of monkey allowed u to shoot them. So make sure u bring out your tommy gun. Haha.

days before i quit.

hayy. im still working on the background image, the laptop that im using now didn't equip with adobephotoshop in it. guess i have to download and install it soon. now i just want to share u this picture. the picture was taken at old town cafe a few day ago before i quit my job. the food here was excellent with reasonable price. the place is suitable for people to chilling around while resting their breath. the atmosphere here was great. enough bout that, i got 4 days left to the admission. time was running quicker than i aspected i guess. now i quit my job for real. at my work station setia tropica there is this new guy helping us. his name is yasser. he was from iran but now he is staying in malaysia for about 6 years from what i heard. he was my 1st Iranian friend and was my first outsider friend, what i mean is not from malaysia la. yasser is sitting beside the guy that wearing a cap and the other side of the cap man, there is this guy wearing blue shirt right? he was my bos, norman. well i got one iranian picture below.

do i look iranian? cute right? haha.

finally it is done.

fuhh. finally it is done. i just finished edit the picture ab0ve. it has been a long time i have not used the adobe photoshop. guess i still got the skill and the art in my mind. in the old day art was always be my game, but time change people change. i still love art but it was not the same as before. actually i want to customize my blog appearance. well as u can see, i just finished the picture for the header. now im preparing the picture for my background. probably i will begin working on it tomorrow. i got plenty picture that i want to edit on. i want to sleep now. i have not sleep since yesterday you know. now i got panda spot all around my eyes, nvm la. still cute. haha. :P

new look new goal

yohh. here im back to student look. with short hair various people didn't recall me. i feel like a new afiq now. just cut it last week due to my up coming admission to uitm soon. hope these new look not only change my external self but also my internal self. well uitm here i come baby.can wait to meet up with new people there. the truth is i feel a bit of mix feeling here. the life i had now is dissimilar with the life that im running in soon. hope i can fit it equanimity. i know i will feel superb bored there. my most time will be spending in the room sleeping. arhh. compare to here in jb, every day is equipped with enjoyable things to do. shisha jamming movies. guess i had to force it out now. what matter now is to get excellent result in my study. i want to make my parent proud and show them im worth. i want to have a first-class life in the future. aminn.

quick hang

the picture was taken on last week. i went out to macD with azizi,ikin and filzah. u guys probably wondering where is filzah? well we were waiting for her at this time. this was just a quick hang. we all got our own pack time routine. to tell u the truth, it is not easy to plan out and meet them like this due to their own commitment.coincidently, all four of us got a free slot at this time. so we meet up chatting and share stories. although it just a quick hang, it was worth it.

masa kecik

ni gmbar aku mase 4 tahun kot. ntah x ingt. yg aku tahu time ni aku cute jee. skrng xtahu la an cute lagi ke x. aku rase ade kot skit. haha. tenguk kene suap dngn mak. alololo. ahaha. mase ni bufday aku kalu x silap. best gilee. dapat basikal. tp basikal tu da hilangg. aku nak basikal tu balikk. pulang kn basikal kuhhh. haha. ok la tu je la. kang aku merepek byk2 kang jd ape plak. nnt aku nak masuk kn gmbar aku time skema. bahaha. msti lawak sia. aduii.

starhill

the above pictures is an old one. just want to share it with u guys. the truth is i have no idea on what to type in here. since i quit my job i only sleep sleep and sleep. so there is nothing much to talk about. i saw these picture on my hp and decided to upload here to make my blog readable. i went to starhill with nazrin,fauzi,faisal and abby during their holiday. we had amazing day.

muat turun percuma.

www.dilandau.com

heyy peeps. just found out this profitable website. frequently people download a mp3 using limewire or other software. well guess what, now you can download mp3 for free here. just type in the song title on the search bar and it directly brought you to the link where u can download it for free. u also can listen to the mp3 before u download it. do check it out yourself. make sure to listen the song 1st before u download to confirm it. it may turn out to be a virus. so careful. my opinion is to choose mp3 with high rating on it to avoid file that may harm your computer system. enjoy.

throughout the day

UITM MALACA

hey guys. well here is the new update. i just QUIT my job a week ago. im totally free like a bird now. so who wants to hang just give me a quick call for sure i will agree. no more tiring day,no more income. :( although i still miss my work station. enough about that. on the day i quit my job i went to kl with my friend FARID. the idea of going there was to buy things for my study admission and have a quick hangout. but the plan seems to ran off the track. the main reason i quit was because i thought i will be in politeknik malaca on 28NOV but unfortunately not. a few days a go the admission result to uitm came out and i got picked up to UITM MALACA in ACC on 27DEC.what a blessing news. i just got back from kl 3 days ago. now i got nothing to do. damn bored. i think i will be heading to kl again in the next few weeks. the picture on the left side had nothing to do with this post. it is just a random pick to make my blog attractive. the picture was taken at my work place at SETIA TROPIKA.

PS3

here are some news i want to share with u guys. a few weeks ago before i quit my job i got a day off. throughout that day i felt so damn bored and decided to buy one. well now the console is standing proudly beside my tv and ps3 was awesome. my ps3 is a modified version. with the modified version i can play download game like psp. now i can play ps3 game for free. just download it. so who wants to play just give me a pay. haha xD

SWATCH

my hand wrist feel light and a bit windy without any accessory on. hence i decided to buy this simple and sexy swatch watch. with grey mix with a bit of orange for the highlight oh it is just the perfect one to fit on my hand wrist.

there is plenty more i want to share with, maybe next time. the truth is my mom just woke up and bableling at me cause im still awake screwing with her laptop. haha. well goodnight fellow friends. :D

baru baru, lama nya.

hay guys. it has been a long period since my last update. well, today i started to wrote again. before i begin i would like to wish "SELAMAT HARI RAYA" to all Muslim. i got a few photos of raya that im going to upload and share with u guys latter on. nowaday my schedule is pack with work. i have no time to update my blog. arhh. back before i started working i always updated my blog with quiz,joke and stories. i wanted my blog to be like that again. but my time is limited due to my commitment of work. well i will try to organize my time then so that the blog will always updated with something and feel alive. i have been working i think for about 8 month. wa so long. i learn a lot and gain a lot of money. obviously, haha. since my old phone had causing me a mess of difficulty, i have ended to buy a iphone 3gs soon. can't wait it. i have edequate money just wait for the right price to emerge on. i have plenty more story to share with. maybe i will paragraph it latter. the time shows that it is 5.09a.m now and my eyes are still awake like an owl eyes. i should be dead sleeping now. well its end here then. i will carry it on latter. bye.

HARI AHAD di KL.

aku da dkat kl da ni. stay umah wafi the jambu. baru je la jgak smpai ari kamis. ni abng die pun ade skali farid. lepak dngn dia suma ari sabtu ritu dkat pavi tenguk "the crazies" wafi die x mcm byk kali lak tekejot. nasib dia x peluk aku kn. haha. aku ingt cerita the crazies tu cite bunuh2. rupe nye zombie. bleh la lyn an citer uh. haha. hari ni xde plan. stay rumah wafi je pastu ptg pegi swim. balik umah tido kol 10 baru bngun lyn tv aim lpas uh terus update blog ni.

HARI RABU di JB

ni kat toilet ss. ade byk gile snap pic kat toilet ni. malas nak upload semue. haha satu je sudah. mase hari rabu ni aku wafi the jambu aby dngn adek the tom yam lepak cs dulu, tenguk hooperz. haha. lyn jugak la cite die. hari rabu ni mmng lepak habis ar. lepas lepak cs gerak ss mlm shisha smpai lebam. pastu malam karoke plak dkat diva dngn sue, kol 4 pagi baru balik. haha. x snap plak pic dkat diva. aduii.

USB XDE

aku sbenar nye ade byk bnde nak update tp wire usb aku xde. ade byk pic nak masukkn vid pun. ade. aduii. aby ar ni pinjam. aby yg pkai baju putih uh dlm pic. len kali je ar aku update pnjang lebar. haha.

lame x update.

so here is it. after long period of my lost. now im once again typing my blog. im now busy working at seri belanga angsana with wafy the jambu. today is my last day, i probably going to miss my working day. i have earns various of experience during my journey here. i learn a lot of goodness and badness that can help improve my life. i have met numerous of age group and made new friend. u guys probably wondering what kind of work that im doing at seri belanga. here are some of it.

-basuh cawan

-ambik order

-antar air

-bakar otak2

-cashier

-clean table

-bancur air kalu wafy malas. ( die slalu mmg malas)

da la x tahu nak tlis ape. nnti aku smbung balik, nak gi kje da ni. aduhh, haha.

guitar = girl friend

day by day, it turn out to be bored and bored. goshhh. i wish i could have someone who i can talk and do things together. guitar was my only buddy that i could satisfied my time when im at home, he was the only one who always accompanied me during sadness,bored and loneliness. wish you were a girl who i can communicate with. but when i looked at the other way , it turned out to be a good thing for me surprisingly. by doing that so. my guitar skill will grown hastily and i consume my time is not wasted then. but still i think i need someone. somebody please be my best buddy. i have met so many, but yet there is no one suitable. there is no one who manage to grap my heart. well particularly there is one girl. but nahh. haha. well my guitar. do not worry my dear. you will never be abandon when somebody emerged to be my best buddy or should i call my girl friend. beside,when that happens. you will now be used more frequently for her. haha. well blog reader, what was i'm crapping just now?. haha. merepek ajeee, filzahhh. mcm biasaaaa. haha.

DIPAGI HARI
hari da x sekolah. aku saje menganjing budak2 sekolah msg dorang seruh bangun pegi sekolah. memandangkan aku pun masih terjaga da tidak tahu berbuat ape. maen guitar je, kacaw la budak2 ni. ahaha. antara mangsanya ialah dikda. da 2 kali die kene. bahaha. padan muka dia. aku pagi ni lapa. so aku panaskn ayam merah ngap 3ketul. lepas itu masak telur 2 biji. bwat sndwic. dngn bwang da kobis. waa sedap2. baru je bwat ni. da aku nak mkn sanwic uhh. haha. bye2 semuaaa. hahaha.